Amber.Elizabeth

Thank you so much Kayc and Anne I think I am going to talk to a family member. Anne, you're right, it's so hard to grasp the reality of death. I always thought that death was death, it was easy to understand but now that she's not here it's just so hard. Thank you so much for the links and your help it really means a lot.

I'm Amber, I recently lost my Grandmother, nanny, June 25. She passed at home with the help of Hospice. They treated her so well. I just feel so alone. Everyone told me that time will heal this pain and in time it'll get better but how much time? I feel like it just gets worse. I miss her so much and I don't want to talk to my family because I know they hurt too, they really don't need my pain too. It just hurts so much, to know that I will never be able to hold her hand, or have a conversation with her, she's irreplaceable. I could just really use someone.