Confused&Lost

I put a picture of my husband, before he got sick, in my wallet. I want to try to remember him when he was healthy. It was so hard to go back to work. I know people mean well, but it's so hard to heard them talk about my husband. It's a constant reminder of his dying. I just want to cry.

My husband had been in and out of the hospital for the last three or four years. He had congestive heart failure and multi-system failure. His heart and kidney functions had gotten really bad over the last 6 months. After he was released from the hospital in October, his doctors suggested he go on hospice since there wasn't much they could do for him anymore. We decided that he go on hospice in November and he passed away on Nov.22. The last few weeks before his death he really suffered. He remained at home when he was on hospice. It was so hard to see him suffer and die.

I really hope that what you're saying is true. I lost my husband on Nov. 22, 2014. I feel so sad, confused and lost. I cry everyday. Some days I just can't think straight. I can't sleep either. I just wish this would all go away and I could see him again. I miss him so much and just get overwhelm with grief. I'm trying to be strong for my kids, but it's so hard some days.