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SYLVESTER KITTY CAT

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  1. I LOST MY COMPANION YESTERDAY ALL OF A SUDDEN. HE WAS A CAT. HE HAD SO MUCH PERSONALITY AND I FEEL LIKE I NEVER HAVE ANOTHER ONE LIKE HIM. HE WAS FINE FOUR DAYS AGO. HE EVEN SLEPT ON TOP OF MY FEET. THE NEXT DAY HE ACTED LIKE A HUMAN WOULD ACT IF THEY CAUGHT A VIRUS. HE COULDN'T EAT AND HE JUST SAT IN ONE PLACE. HE WENT TO HIS WATER DISH AND RESTED HIS CHIN ON THE BOWL, BUT HE DIDN'T DRINK ANY WATER. THEY VET RAN TESTS AND RULED OUT THE VIRUS. THEY CALLED ME INTO THE ROOM AND EXPLAINED HIS CONDITION. HE HAD DIABETES AND HIS LIVER WAS DAMAGED TO WHERE IT COULD NO LONGER PERFORM THE FUNCTION THAT IT'S SUPPOSE TO. I JUST FELL APART AND CRIED SO BAD I COULD BARELY TALK. I TOLD THE DOCTOR THAT I WAS A SENSITIVE PERSON. SHE SAID SHE UNDERSTOOD AND TOLD ME THAT I HURT BECAUSE I CARED SO MUCH FOR HIM. I HAD TO MAKE THE DECISION TO PUT HIM TO SLEEP, BECAUSE NOTHING ELSE COULD BE DONE. WELL I'M A GROWN MAN AND WISH I HADN'T OF FELL APART LIKE I DID IN FRONT OF THE DOCTOR. BUT SHE WAS REALLY UNDERSTANDING. THIS PROBABLY DOESN'T SEEN RIGHT, BUT I FEEL LIKE HIS SPIRIT IS STILL HERE. EVERYWHERE I LOOK I SEE HIM. I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT HE WAS NINE YEARS OLD AND I HAD HIM SINCE HE WAS A SIX WEEK OLD KITTEN. I'M CRYING AS I WRITE THIS LETTER. I NOW REALIZE THAT PARTICIPATING IN THESE FORUMS WILL REALLY BE BENEFICIAL. I HAVE TO BURY HIM TOMORROW. I'M BURYING HIM AT THE END OF MY LOT AND THERE IS A GOLD RIBBON TIED AROUND THE TWO TREES THAT WILL BE AROUND THE GRAVE. WELL, IT FELT GOOD TO GET THAT OFF MY CHEST. THIS REALLY HURTS.
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