I met Keith a little over 4 months ago and we got close very quickly. He was one of the most amazing men I had ever known. He was amazing with my boys, taking them in as his own. Monday march 2nd Keith passed away at his home by himself from what they are calling a g I bleed. I knew he had not been feeling well since the Friday night before his passing but he told me it was a stomach bug. I'm just have a very very hard time with his passing as I never got to say goodbye. When I'm by myself I have such a hard time not crying myself into a stupor. I'm tying so hard to be strong for my little ones but it's so hard. I miss him terribly. His family has taken me in as one of their own but none of them know what I'm going through, he was my love, my everything. I just keep thinking about the what its... If I had gone to check on him that night and I know I'm just working myself up with that thinking but I can't help it. I just don't know what to do. I just hurt so bad right now. Knowing he died alone in that house.