My husband and I have been together for almost 15 years and I recently lost my grandma. (in March) As some of you have read my post...I am just now experiencing a lot of grief...the numbing , crying spells , just plain depresed. He does not understand why I am going throught this now when we lost her in March. My husband was very close to her as well and he took it hard as well but it is hitting me harder now than the initial loss. For example tonight we were at a freinds house and I was looking through a catalog and saw a beautiful christmas ornament that you hang on your treee in memory of thise loved ones that are no longer with us and I just started to cry. I just wanted to go home so I could cry alaone in my own house, so when I was aksed why I wanted to go home I just said I was tired...how can I make him understand? He is VERY supportive and lets me have my time and space but help me help him understand...anyone?