Lostwithouthim27

KayC, thank you. I have not seen a grief counselor but I am looking into it. I guess I was just being so over whelmed with all the things I think I need to get done since he has passed but I know Rome wasn't built in a day. It's baby steps. Thats one thing I sometimes forget to do is breathe...Have never been so alone even though I have great family and friend support. Trying alone to change my daily routine from the last 5 months I was taking care of him is very hard but I am making progress with that. I know I need to be patient with myself its just a tad hard will continue to work on that. All 32 yrs it was always about my family and now the sad part is it is now all about me. My children are grown and out of the house. Yes there are days that go by and I don't eat nor drink I forget about me. I find this site so calming for me so I'm not so anxious from the minute I wake up. I have to learn to live for this day . Thank you again Have a Happy Easter.

Hi I'm new here. I just am having a very difficult time after losing my husband to cancer. It's been 2 months I am so lost without him. I was also his caregiver at home until his last breathe. My mind is going a thousand different ways. I am totally lost. He was only 51 yrs old. We were together for 31 yrs. Much appreciate any help with the grieving process I know everyone is different but I so am lost.