I know I am selfish for wanting Shiloh here with me, but most of my grief is in wondering if I did the right thing. Was it her time? Was she ready to go? It is hard to be left behind without her. She was so much a part of my life, every part. She went everywhere I went and it is very lonesome going by myself. I don't even want to camp without her now. We loved to camp together and she was the best camping dog ever. She would sit and watch the squirrels with me and take nice liesurely naps in the tent. She backpacked with me, she was my obedience girl, therapy dog, room mate, everything. I feel like I am being disloyal if I ever want to do those activities again without her. I know your pain in you loss. Time is supposed to help us heal, I am still waiting. Thank you for your reply, Shiloh's Mom