Kate3

I had a wonderful experience with a psychic also. I was directed over here by another member, thankyou. I lost my eleven year old son 8 weeks ago. From the moment of his passing I knew he was very close, if not glued to my shoulder. I went looking for a psychic maybe out of desperation but who cares. She was wonderful. She also said many things only I or my family would know. It was comforting for a few days and I still go back and listen to it when Im at the lowest of low. I was able to get a recorded copy. A reading is for validation that our loved ones still exist somewhere, it cant take the grief away but it was comforting. My sons passing was sudden and we didnt get to speak. The reading helped alot with that. My reading was over the phone, i was very nervous it might be a scam but pleasantly happy it was a great experience.

I agree KayC energy cannot be destroyed. As a motherI have to know! Just because his physical body is not here doesnt mean its over. Obviously Im not delirious, I am well aware that he isnt here but, I feel like he IS somewhere. And I have to know and learn anything and everything about heaven, light, love energy, etc. Any books or info would be great. I have read many grief books already. And a few on the psychology of grief but now Im wanting to seek spiritual info.

Thank you for the love, we are so empty right now, I have been surprised where I have found the most comfort through this, even from complete strangers. I am reading everything I can get my hands on about spirituality. I grew up in a very extreme religious home. I have faith but do not attend a church. I feel this is different, deeper. I am now on a spiritual journey to find the meaning of this, if any and the meaning of life and death in itself. I like this site you all seem very genuine, thankyou.

Thankyou Anne, this is my first time saying this to someone outside my family. One could say you project your own beliefs but, we have always called ourselves spiritual but not religious. I was hoping for a miracle while he was at the hospital absolutely with every ounce of my being. However, I was not thinking of angels. It gave me hope. Seeing that and my other 2 children is what keeps me from laying down and never getting up.

We lost our 11 year old son Nick 7 weeks ago to a tragic accident. We live very rural and kids are on atvs at very young ages. We started with a go-cart years ago then graduated to a 4 wheeler. My husband turned down the throttle so it wouldnt go to fast and spent months teaching him the rules and riding with him until he was ready. One afternoon he decided to take it for a spin around the yard while Nana was babysitting. We live on a farm and he went to the feild beside the house. One minute later his brother came running back saying "there was an accident, Nick is unconscious and bleeding and the 4 wheeler was ontop of his legs. I recieved that phone call at work! I lew home to find ambulances and a helicopter in the field to take my son away, the hospital they took him to was 90 minutes away. I barely remember the ride. Nick has severe brain trauma as well as many other life threatening injuries. How could this be! No, he cant be this hurt, I remember pray as hard as I could for a miracle. He was so hurt, it was horrifying! My precious baby! He lasted 34 hours after the accident, then it was time to remove life support. His father and I held him sobbing and hysterical! I remember a moment the room went silent and I looked at the ceiling to ask god why? What I saw at that moment was the most incredible beautiful thing I had ever seen! At first it was very close up and I could tell what I was seeing, then I knew it was Nicks auburn highlights in his hair iilluminated by this beautiful warm misty light. Then I could see him and he was illuminated also but not like sunlight, the light seemed to come from within, then I got a very close up view of a beautifully detailed gigantic angel wing. I was in awe of it. Nick looked to one shoulder then to the next and made a face like whoa! Check out these things! Then it was gone! I believe with everything in me I saw my sons soul. And because of that I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that life lives on. we are devastated and going through the worst, most darkest depths of hell anyone could never want to imagine. But Im also searching. I feel him around me all the time, I feel him talking but cannot make out all the words, i want to learn to hear him. There is no way death can take away the love I have for him! I feel it growing stronger. Ive started to meditate but my pain is so great its very hard. I did see a wonderful psychic who gave me a moment of peace and confirmed he does still exist. Does anyone else feel these things? Am I going crazy?