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Camille46

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  • Your relationship to the individual who died
    Mother
  • Date of Death
    September 4, 2015
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    Female
  • Location (city, state)
    Colorado city, Texas

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  1. I feel like I don't have any support. I am divorced from his father. I'm in a relationship with someone else for the last 4 years and we have a 2 year old child together. He doesn't understand what I'm going through. He says he wants me to go back to normal. I'll never be normal again. But I'm trying. I'm working. I'm a nurse. I am cleaning the house, cooking dinner, doing laundry, and taking care of my little girl. I even decorated for Halloween this last weekend. I went to the State Fair and Rodeo with him and my daughter and to a fall festival last weekend. I'm trying when all I really want to do is scream. Yesterday I accidentally called him by my ex husbands name. I didn't mean to. I've been calling my daughter Dakota all week. He's angry that I called him my ex husbands name. He told me this morning that I don't love him. I can't believe he's doing this to me right now. I have a 25 year old son who had stopped at the store to get drinks on the way to the lake and he got the call that his brother drowned. When he got to the lake they were doing CPR. He's a wreck and blames himself. I took him go dinner for his birthday and my fiancée was angry that I was gone for 3 hours. I can't make anyone happy and my son is dead. I feel hopeless.
  2. My son, Dakota, was 19 and drowned while swimming in a lake with friends. He didn't know how to swim, but got in the lake and attempted to swim to a pavilion. He was on life support and ECMO. The cat scan of his brain showed herniation. Life support was withdrawn. I watched him lay there for 6 days before support was withdrawn. I feel lost. It's only been 4 weeks and I had to go back to work. I can barely function. I don't know what to do.
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