Thank you all for kind words. If not for my other two doggies, i don't know wht would happen. everyone here is so eloquent with their words, and i can barely see thru my tears to type, can barely move my fingers...I definitely need God's help right now to see me through this. My dog Koko who was the closest to Dulcinea is moping and not eating properly, I hope she pulls through. I am trying to be strong for her. I feel like i am beginning to forget what dulci felt like. I am so desperate I spoke to an animal communicator yesterday and feel a little worse with some of the things said. I want to picture my Dulci in heaven with Jesus and playing and being happy. I am so confused. By the way, we all just moved cross country one month ago and i have not really met anyone and I have no support system here. Especially none of my dog "crazy" friends back home. Well, htanks again, Dulci's mom