I hear people saying that the pain eventually decreases. When!! It has been 5 months since I lost my husband, by true love, my best friend. The pain only seems to get worse. I never want to get up in the morning, cry all the way to work and all the way home. Getting out in the evening doesn't help - I only cry then also. I now feel as if I am a huge hinderance to my friends and now don't even want to attempt to go out at all. I just want to be able to breathe again, if just for a little while. I know you have probably all heard this before. But it is difficult to understand why some people are able to push though this so much quicker. Is my faith that small? Was does this hurt so bad if we trust in God? If my husband is with our Savior why shouldn't I be happy instead of so sad all the time? To many questions and no answers I may understand in this lifetime. It does make it difficult to get through each day though. Thanks for listening. jcknjl
