Well this is a first for me. I lost the love of my life 4 months ago. Life just isn't the same. I write to him through another site but I have yet to share my grief so openly. Rick died on June 3,2006 after having a cardiac arrest at the end of May he stayed in the hospital for 1 month. I brought him home on Wednesday and that very same week on Saturday He had another cardiac arrest and died in our home. I have lost myself in my work but there are always the weekends when I am home alone that I can't help but think of all we shared and our hopes and dreams for the future. I just feel so very alone and I don't want to go out and do things . I am not sure what I expect by writing this ... Maybe someday it will get easier... Thank you for listening.
