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gordon

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    CA
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    cherry valley new york
  1. gordon

    dillon

    thank you for your concern and understanding
  2. gordon

    dillon

    thank you for your understanding, your words are quite helpful, I know time is very hard to go thru waiting for things to get better, but my faith in god helps me every day, your other articles help me realize that you cant go back and change things, only go on and try to forgive yourself, be as hard as it may seem to do, ill always remember the good times Dillon and I had together, and hope and pray we will again sometime in the future, thank you all for your support.
  3. gordon

    dillon

    I don't know how to begin to tell you how much I miss and love my dog Dillon, he was just 3 years old, I am a farmer and raised Dillon around tractors and machinery he went everywhere I went, no matter where I went he was always there by my side, we would go out every chance we could get to run along side of my 4 wheeler and explore all the things along the way, he would play fetch anytime you have time, then a month and 2 weeks ago I was clipping pasture and Dillon was riding with me,when all of a sudden he fell off and before I coukd stop he was under the rear tire, I tried to back up and tractor was stuck between two gears and couldn't move it I tried ti pull him out but couldnt all the while he was crying, tore my heart out, finally I used a whrech to pry linkage ahead and instead of tractor backing up it ran the rest of the way over him, I lay on the ground with him telling him don't die, don't die, don't die he was still alive but with a broken rear leg and crying, I picked him up and carried him to my truck , went and got my wife who also loved him very much also, went to animal hospital a hour away, where said he had a ruptured diaphragm between his bowels and his lungs and they said there was very little chance that he would survive, so we had them end his suffering, never have I felt such sorrow in my 73 years of life, I still cry thinking about that day with him under that tire I'm just hoping someday when I pass on that we will be joined together again, as they say at the rainbow bridge, everyday is hard to get through when I think of what happened, hope this never happens to anyone else, there really is hell on earth, I hope it is better someday
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