It has been a year since my fiancée Jeremy passed away.It hit me very hard when he passed away on 9/13/2015.I loved him a lot and we were supposed to get married last month.I miss his laugh and sense of humor.He always helped me out in any way and one time was when I got out of an abusive relationship 5 years ago.He passed away from an accident,he was messing with a loaded gun which the bullet went into his neck.His mom gave me the call he was taken to the hospital and went there right away.Doctor walked out with the bad news,he died on the way to the hospital.I was hit hard and tearful,his mom hugged me.Did seek help and it helped.Tough part was saying good bye to him for the last time,a little tearful.The Martina McBride song,I just call you mine described him a lot,he was always good to me and it was played at the funeral.