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It hurts everyday that i know my 6 year old will one day submit to Kidney failure. He's at stage four I am lucky to have him this long, my 17 year old died march 1st from a sudden heart attack. And my cat Jasmine is 19. I may lose all three in one year and its crushing me. They help with my anxiety and depression. And maybe losing all 3? Idk how I am gonna cope.

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I never thought I would find comfort in an Insect but here I am doing so, Feb 15th,2017 I got a praying mantis. Weirdly enough it was a few weeks before my cat Tigger died. I have talked to him almost every day, I even sing to him. In the beginning,a whole new world and your welcome by moana. Are his favorites. I have been dealing with depression even more so since I found out our now 6 year old cat Prince has Kidney failure stage 4. His kidney is to far gone to be saved, but something positive happened last Friday. My Mantis Bugsey molted, getting his wings. They are deformed unfortunately. So he can't fly, he hasn't even tried to. He really has been my little angel. This is a poem I wrote about our cat Tigger. Tigger You came into my life 16 years ago, crying. Wanting a home, we grew up together I told you everything. You were there when I was hurt by a man, when I had panic attacks. Your fur covered in my tears as I cried, and yet it always made me feel better. The hole in my heart is painful, your presence gone from this earth. No words can describe how much ill miss you, miss you crying to be fed. Following me to fridge door, stretching out when I rubbed my foot on your belly. You were more then just a cat, you were my best friend. And even though were apart, your love and comfort will always be in my heart.

It was March,1st,2017 when my dad heard a thump in the kitchen. It was our 17 20 pound tabby Tiger. It only took a matter of a min or 2 for him to have his heart attack and die. I found out after work, bawling my eyes out. I had gotten a praying mantis named Bugsey a few weeks before that. And with Bugsey's help I started to heal, and the rest of my animals. But then week ago we noticed our 6 year old cat Prince losing a ton of weight. Where you could tell just by him walking, another heartbreak. He's dying from Kidney disease stage 4. Out of no where. He's still alive but i know eventually he's gonna pass on. It made me mad. I even started blaming god, and I am a christian. I looked online to see if anyone else had experinced 2 bad things happening to different pets in such a short time span. And it brought me to you guys, I suffer from anxiety and depression. And they were my comfort, idk what I am going to do when Prince passes. But i needed support, and as much as I love my family and friends its not enough. I am lucky to have this guy right here, he's my baby. I sing to him every night. And talk to him, hes brought me out of my depression more so then any other animal. Surprisingly.