On 4-25-2017-- I killed my cat--Can't stop crying-- Feel so guilty
Loss power due to weather--Trying to get ready in the dark for work. My Sweet 13 year old cat wanted to eat. I placed her food in her plate next to my laundry room ,Like I have done daily as a morning ritual. She was eating.Told my husband , I was off to work & I had cracked the front door open so that Pippy could come out when she wanted-- Like I have always done,& to make sure he closes the door when he left for work & make sure she was inside. I went out an stared my Jeep & proceeded to pull off, When I heard & felt this stomach sickening THUD!! I got real sick at my stomach & my Heart dropped. I stopped immediately & got out to see what happened, Checking the driveway & under the Jeep I saw nothing, everything was clear. I proceeded to work but still had this awful feeling in the pit of my stomach. My husband called & Told me I had killed my cat-- MY SWEET PIPPY. I cried all day long at work, with drawn, Not productive at all,wasn't allowed to leave work. I finally made it home -- All I can see no matter which room I go to-- Is my sweet Pippy with this special Meow she had & her quivering tail she would always demonstrate. CAN'T QUIT CRYING-- WHY OH WHY DIDN't I look before pulling off-- You see my Vet had said that my sweet cat had become ?deaf, I am so GUILT STRICKEN!! Can't eat & I can't sleep. HOW WILL I EVER COPE!! I KEEP RE LIVING this day, WHY DIDN'T I LOOK!!!-- MY SWEET PIPPY I MISS YOU SO-- She would sleep at the foot of ny bed overnight,sometimes she would get beside me-- & sometimes I would have to make her get back at the foot of the bed-- I would start coughing--?Allergies --Maybe her cat dander. Oh MY God I am so SORRY!!