Dear friend
our only son Prashant was 29 years old handsome highly achieved but killed himself by jumping off his 32 nd floor balcony
he was the joy of our life especially mine
we enjoyed each other's company so much.. he was so kind loving compassionate easily laughed with me.. I could go on and on
bottom line I feel I have lost everything in life..can't admit I don't have him anymore
i am really trying to stay upbeat under the circumstances ... it seems every one has moved on except me... I know my husband is hurting too but somehow I can't seem to connect with him in this grief
im reading a book but end up crying mostly
sleep is impossible... not sure what life has in store for me