it is very difficult in the morning life has changed i find if i lay in bed and think i'm afraid i won't get out of bed after i have coffee and read the newspaper and do a few chores i am better until the evening comes around then i get lonely and bored and think of him in the chair across from me and my heart starts to ache for him ithink oh god how iloved that man jack's wife i was always jack's wife i did not have my own identity and being jack's wife was what i always was and ever wanted to be
