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Broken heart and soul

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    Female
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    Granger, IN

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    Mother
  • Date of Death
    June 24, 2016
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  1. Broken heart and soul

    Older Cat Dies Following Rabies Vaccination

    Dear KayC, thank you so very much for your words!! My Precious Baby Pearl is forever and ever in my heart!! I pray she is happy and healthy and that her new family loves her unconditionally and that they are smarter than me, when it comes to her health!! i wish you, not only today, but specially today, much love and blessings!! monica
  2. Broken heart and soul

    Older Cat Dies Following Rabies Vaccination

    Dear Maylissa, thank you very very much for your message and for mentioning the support group!!!!! Thank you so much!!!!! I love the idea of the Christmas memorial - thank you for this wonderful suggestion!! Sorry I’m not writing a long message, but I do want you to know that I am very, very grateful for your kindness and the fact that you shared it with me!! I can’t thank you enough!! xoxo, monica
  3. Broken heart and soul

    Older Cat Dies Following Rabies Vaccination

    Dear KayC, thank you soooooo very much!! monica
  4. Broken heart and soul

    Older Cat Dies Following Rabies Vaccination

    Dear Kayc, I became so sad to hear you felt the way I feel (lonely) with your first husband 😔, and then you found 💕 love, but he moved back to Heaven 😪 so soon!! This is 😞 so sad . I wish your children could see the wonderful person you are and enjoy your company more often!! These things are heart breaking 💔💔!! I wish I had the power to change that!! Unfortunately, Kayc, they have no idea that they are missing out the great opportunity to be in your life and the kiddos are missing out because they are not being able to enjoy granda’s love ❤️ and attention! But I have hope they will change - I hope they feel something missing from their lives , and this “something “ is your caring and loving presence!! Yes, I believe our Loves visit us in our sleep 😴!! I want you to know that I will be thinking about you and sending you lots of love 💗, and wishes of health and joy!! Speaking about health, I hope you had the opportunity to rest after having shoveled all the snow ❄️ and I hope your arm/hand are not hurting anymore (carpal tunnel)!! Also, please kindly tell your Dog 🐶 and your Cat 🐱 I also send them love 💕, health and joy!! I wish you a lovely evening!! monica
  5. Broken heart and soul

    Older Cat Dies Following Rabies Vaccination

    Dear Maylissa, Im back now and I will answer your message!! By the way, I thank you for your message!! Thank you for sharing that technique about gratitude - I will do that more often!! ( as much as I remember to do that 😜)! Awwwww, I think it is soooooo beautiful that you visit the Kitties 🐱😻😺😻!!! Those people should be so grateful and happy for the fact that you care enough to do that!!! They should learn from your kindness and generosity!! I am pretty sure the Babies 🐱😻🐱😻Love it when you visit them!!! And all they care about is your loving presence- that is THE gift!!! Maylissa, you are soooo right again!! We DO have to rewrite our brains!!! Awww, thank you so much for saying I’m not alone for feeling lousy (I thought I was the only creature on Earth 🌏 that is not excited about festivities). It is exactly what you mentioned- the pressure from society! 😫 i thank you so very much for your wonderful wishes!! I’ll be thinking of you, as well!! Thank you so much 😊!! Love ❤️ , health and joy!! monica
  6. Broken heart and soul

    Older Cat Dies Following Rabies Vaccination

    Dear Maylissa, I saw you sent me a beautiful message, as usual!! Thank you so much!! I couldn’t read it entirely because when I was finishing typing my answer to Kayc, my husband just returned from the shop, he took the car to be fixed. I won’t be able to answer you now, but I will be back here tomorrow, he will pick up his son at the airport, so I will send you an answer tomorrow. For now, please know I’m very grateful you sent me a message!! ill write to you tomorrow!! xoxo, monica
  7. Broken heart and soul

    Older Cat Dies Following Rabies Vaccination

    Dear Kayc, Thank you so very much for your wonderful and wise message to me!! Your words are my Christmas gift 💝 and I thank you immensely for them!! Yes, I am writing a letter to My Precious Beloved Daughter, My Baby Pearl!! I’m still working on it, I don’t manage to write so often, I cry, I shake, I freeze. But I will complete it, some day. I hope today you can just relax and put some pillows so you can rest your feet - I hope the carpal tunnel pain goes away as fast as possible!! it is comforting to know you won’t be driving in freezing rain - you are absolutely right not to do that - it is extremely dangerous. I know you will miss your grandkids, but all of us - them and I - prefer that you be safe and warm at home 🏡 - you will not be alone. - I do believe in my heart that your Husband will come down from Heaven and he will hold you in his arms while you are sleeping and you will wake up with a wonderful feeling of joy in your beautiful heart. Kayc, I like to think that - I think that, while I’m sleeping, my dad and my grandparents come down from Heaven to hug me and kiss my forehead. Since they have moved to Heaven I like to hold that thought in my heart - it makes me feel less lonely. And you will also have the wonderful company of your Dog 🐶 and your Cat 🐱 - these Little Ones will also be extremely glad and grateful for the fact that their Mommy will not be driving under dangerous circumstances (freezing rain), she will be with them - in a cozy and warm home 🏡, surrounded by Love ❤️ 💞💖💓! KayC, I am deeply sorry for the fact that you lost your Husband só soon 😢! I really do NOT understand why sad things happen to such a wonderful person - you! But I have learned that Love is forever and eternal in our hearts!! i have my husband with me - I do love him, but I am lonely, I feel alone, even though I’m married to him. I feel this way not only on Christmas, but on every single day of any year and my Cats “ feel” my loneliness and the way he treats me - My Baby Pearl is the one who felt it even more, the rudeness, the behavior and the way he treats me - she is and will always be my Angel. She was constantly by my side, around me. I believe him when he says it is just a phase (the heavy daily drinking), I do hope he stops drinking this way. But, unfortunately, he is an alcoholic and dealing with the mood swings is not easy. The cleaning (bathroom) and picking up cans are the easiest part. He says he will stop drinking when he wants to, not because I beg him to. I do hope he stops drinking, or at least reduces the amount , for the sake of his health. KayC, I feel and am more alone than you can imagine - I am growing old alone, although I have his physical presence, but I don’t have, I don’t receive love or kindness from him. It hurts. But I have made peace with that. He says im his caretaker and his designated driver. But, more than that, I’m really his friend. I do try to help him, every day! I don’t want to brag, but I’m a very good maid, who is constantly cleaning! Dear KayC, I hope on Christmas Day, and every day, you feel all the love I’m sending your way - you are not alone!! You have your beloved Husband (forever in your heart), your Precious 🐶, your Precious Cat 🐱 by your side and the love of your children and grandchildren!! Thank you for your kindness to me, KayC!! Lots of Love, hugs and kisses, monica
  8. Broken heart and soul

    Older Cat Dies Following Rabies Vaccination

    Dear Kayc, Although I am not feeling the joy of the Season, I wish you Happy Holidays and Happy New Year!! i want you to know that I simply love that video/movie you shared with me!! I thank you so much for doing that!! With love, Broken heart and soul, aka, monica
  9. Broken heart and soul

    Older Cat Dies Following Rabies Vaccination

    Dear Maylissa, I hope you are doing great!! Although I am not feeling the joy of the Season, I wish you Happy Holidays and Happy New Year!! Thank you for all you taught and shared with me!! With love, Broken heart and soul, aka, monica
  10. Broken heart and soul

    Older Cat Dies Following Rabies Vaccination

    Dear Marty, Although I am not feeling the joy of the Season as I used to, I would like to wish you Happy Holidays and Happy New Year!! Dear Marty, thank you for being You........You are a gift to this world!! With immense gratitude, love and admiration, Broken heart and soul, aka, Monica
  11. Broken heart and soul

    Older Cat Dies Following Rabies Vaccination

    Hi Lattiee, im very sorry to hear your Baby Piggy passed away! 😞 it is so very sad; we love our Babies (of any species) and they pass away and we feel this gigantic pain😞!! I became happy to learn your Cat had a successful surgery!! This is wonderful news, indeed!! im sorry you are allergic to that medicine; however, it is good that you know it now so that you can avoid it!! Thank you so much for writing to me, I thank you for your message!! I am not doing well, so I am not writing much. I also wish you a Happy Thanksgiving!!! monica
  12. Broken heart and soul

    Older Cat Dies Following Rabies Vaccination

    Dear each Pet Parent, I wish you Happy Thanksgiving!! monica, a person destroyed by pain
  13. Broken heart and soul

    Older Cat Dies Following Rabies Vaccination

    Dear Kayc, I wish you Happy Thanksgiving!! xoxo, monica
  14. Broken heart and soul

    Older Cat Dies Following Rabies Vaccination

    Dear Maylissa, I wish you Happy Thanksgiving!! xoxo, monica
  15. Broken heart and soul

    Older Cat Dies Following Rabies Vaccination

    Dear Marty, I wish you Happy Thanksgiving!! Love and immense gratitude, monica
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