Yesterday, I was so happy. She's (my cat) peacefully sleeping on my bed while I am singing my favorite song, You are not alone by owl city. I think she's enjoying my voice although it was bad. I mean I don't have a good voice. She's a very lovely cat. So let's fast forward, in the evening my dorm mate was keeping on asking about her phone coz she doesn't know how to do like this that those. So I was about to help her, I went to my room's door and I didn't know that my pet was lying outside the door. I accidentally step on her, I don't know what should I do and how should I react in this kind of situation. It's my fault for being so reckless mother of my pet. I was so irresponsibleππ I'm a failure as a pet lover. ππ§ I can't forget that moment. The moment that I accidentally killed my baby cat. π I don't know what to do and don't know how to respond. π© Please suggest if you know what should I do in order to move on. πππΏ Every time I remember the scene, the voice of someone is popping in my mind saying that, what I have done to the cat was unforgivable!πΏ I may sound crazy but I can't myself but to cry. I miss my baby cat πΏπ and I'm angry to myself. I can't forgive myself. πΏπ
(The baby kitten that I accidentally killed is on the right , the one that has a black mark on the back. πΏ)