Mares

My blood work did come back with anemia and my blood pressure has been low. Im currently taking extra vitamins to help. I do know I have to keep in mind my nutrition. It's hard sometimes to remember when there's so many other things In my life that have now changed.

Thank you I've actually been looking for something to read and i just purchased the book. I feel so alone, I feel like many people don't really know what im going through. I hope I can get some understanding of how a person can get through such pain like the one im experiencing.

Just like David told me whenever we found out about our baby "you will never be alone." I am grateful to have this little part of him to give my love to.

Hello i am new here and i feel the need to share my story with people who been through same circumstances as me. Even though im asked daily how im doing all i can come up with is im okay. But what im feeling is completely different. On September 15 i lost the love of my life in a car accident. David was a month short from his 25 birthday and two months short from the birth of our baby boy. When David was 18 yrs old he was told he would never have children unless he had a surgical procedure done. Yet on April 4 we found out he were going to be parents, David described that the day as the best day of his life. We were both so full of joy and excitement for God had heard my prayers. David was going to be a great father i have no doubt. I fully don't understand yet why he had to leave so soon and when i needed him the most. But I am blessed for the opportunity to have spent the last months of his life beside him. I had the chance to have experience unconditional love for David was my soulmate. I am trying my best to cope with this heartache, but sometimes it's overwhelming. David will never have the chance to hold our little boy. He will never be able to experience his first steps his first everything's. That's the thing that hurts me the most, he dreamed about having this baby his whole life but now he's gone. There is so many moments we will never be able to experience together. I can't help but feeling angry, sad, and hurt about everything that could have been. I miss him dearly and i feel so lonely without him. If it wasn't for our baby boy i believe i would be lost. I feel like i stopped living when he left. Im holding on to the birth of our baby to bring life back into my heart.