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It has been 6 months and I am trying everything group grief counseling, church , dating ,excersise and nothing stops the hurt .If I stop to think of him I cry . I miss him sooooooo much he was my best friend and my person who never judged me and loved me unconditionally. This is the hardest thing to not have him here . Iām having a really hard time today maybe so I thought I would write . Iām not sure if Iām even using this site correctly? Sad š
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This is so hard to face the first Valentineās Day without my Jordan instead of getting ready for dinner. We always had dinner on the 13th because restaurants are always less crowded. I got rid of some of his things it was so hard not to just put them all back . He would show up with roses and chocolate and a cute card . Here I am in bed at 5 pm sad and missing him . This is so so hard . I am fine one minute and a mess the next . Sometimes I just donāt think I can go on without him . But I know I have to . There are people who need me and count on me . He always said if he lost me he would be bereft. Well I guess thatās what I am now bereft š
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My assignment for group next week is to bring in a photo that best represents my beloved Jordan. I can barely look at his photo without feeling depressed and missing what we had . I donāt know how Iām going to get through that meeting. Also I am the youngest one in the group every one is so much older and Iām 52 . Should I not go ? Iām so torn because everyone was so much older I felt like an intruder in a room full of grandparents and people that were married so long . Please advise? Any ideas?
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Iām sorry I know just how you feel.There was just so much more living to do and dreams to make reality. My thoughts go out to you .
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Going to join a grief support group but I am so nervous. Iām not an outgoing person and donāt have many friends so Iām hoping it will help or at least get me out of my apartment. I know it canāt hurt .I donāt know how it will help but Iām going to try . Who knows .
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Made it through the holidays
TONY replied to TONY's topic in Loss of a Spouse, Partner, or Significant Other
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Well I made it through the holidays but it was not easy . Today is exactly 5 months to the day that I lost my Jordan.I still canāt believe he is gone and my memories of him are so clear and itās still hurting he was my best friend and so perfect for me I will never have that again. No matter what I did or said He would always say I was his angel and beautiful no matter how I looked or felt . He would show up with roses just because he thought I needed roses . We had so much in common and no matter what we were both talking about the other understood. I hope and pray there is another life after death .I miss him and hope when my time comes I will see his kind smile and handsome face there to greet me. I know time will heal me but right now I just donāt feel it š
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Just so sad today . I miss my jordan so much . He was my everything. My best friend and my partner. I miss him so much I donāt even want to get out of bed . Iām trying my best but I canāt see my future without him. I know holidays will be hard so Iām hoping it will pass .
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I know how you feel and I am so sorry šš IT really is so hard
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I agree people that act as if they know you or relationship should just back off . It is hurtful it has happened to me with Facebook as well . So I can totally relate. Like who the heck are you people. This is such a hurtful thing to have strangers comment on such a personal thing
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Iām sorry for your loss also . THank you I can use the prayers.
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I believe it thanks for sharing
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I keep hoping for a visit too
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My husband of 6 years just died of cancer and sometimes when I think back at those last days . I am so heartbroken that I could have done more. Even though I took him to every doctor appointment and loved him . I feel like I failed and miss him so much .He was my best friend and would light up a room when he stepped in. I carry his ashes around if I go away I canāt bare to leave him alone . I know itās crazy but I do it anyway . I talk to him when I walk into my empty apartment and before I go to bed . In the hopes that if there is another side after death he will hear me tell him I love and miss him
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I just read this and it gave me comfort knowing that I am not the only person carrying around their loved ones ashes . It has been a month now that I lost my beloved Jordan and I donāt like to leave the ashes alone when I go visit my sister I take them with me .He is in a beautiful wooden inlaid box like a jewelry box . I put his picture and some of his jewelry in it . I miss him so much a piece of my heart died along with him. Tony