Thank you Kayc for your reply I really appreciate it. I have reached out to the aunt to see if there is anyway I can help from a far even if my ex doesn’t know about it. I told her I am going to keep my distance and if we were to get back together it will have to be on my ex terms and she will have to reach out to me hopefully when she is ready. She still wants me to be with her and her family but I can’t force myself right now especially not after that text message. Her aunt recommended I text her at least once a week to let her know I am still thinking about her I don’t know about that what do you think? Also her is the last text I sent her after she had texted me.
“Sorry for texting you so late at night. I wanted to let you know that I miss you. I didn’t want this for you and I not to be together. I never wanted you to be going through this pain. I just wanted the best for you, Vera and Joseph. The moment I knew I loved you I was going to love Vera and Joseph the same. I never wanted this to happen. I hope one day we will be able to reconnect and you will able to see me and speak to me without me reminding you of that day and that pain. This was never my intent. There is not a day that goes by that I do not think about you, Vera and Joseph. I wish I was able to change time and told you not to visit me that day. I love you and I will keep on loving you. I will forever keep you, Vera, and Joseph in my heart. I will always be available for you. I hope you and I will be able to reconnect one day when you are ready. I will always be here for you. “
Please any advice will help. I feel so lost and heartbroken.