It sounds like you are grieving multiple losses at the same time, and that can be overwhelming. I am so proud of you for reaching out so that you can tell your story and so that you can process some of your grief. I was reading some articles on grief the other day, and I would like to share them with you. Grief goes through several stages and not in any particular order, and people grieve at their on pace. I would suggest that you find a group that you can connect with in your area so that you have interaction with others who can encourage you. Is there an animal shelter in your area where you can volunteer and be around others who have the same love for animals? Or is there a group that does fund-raising for animal shelters or issues where you can be a part? I think one of the dangers of grief can be isolating ourselves and getting stuck in the middle of the process. Praying for comfort for you in your losses.
