Thanks Kayc for your support. I already do see a therapist because I have Bipolar Disorder. Isaac was my emotional support dog which makes his loss even harder. Isaac turned my life around after a bad divorce from an abusive husband and the loss of my children. I owe him my life because of my depression and suicidality. My therapist now is helping me get through it. I found a miniature poodle puppy who plays like Isaac used to and was born on the day Isaac was killed! I think God’s hand is in this choice! Like a friend said, I need to see the new puppy’s eyes instead of Isaac’s eyes as he was being murdered. I hope she’s right. The puppy comes home in two days.