Linda E

Thanks Karen

This quote says it all.

Shoosie2, I just shared your post with my niece. I think she got the message. That's so much for your post I have been upset for days with her rotten comment.

Shoosie2 Love this poem, thank's for your support. Linda

Hi All Thanks for your support, I was very down about her comment, but I know what my Husband would have said to her, myob. I am so thankful for having all you as friends who care. God Bless You All, Linda

It will 5 years this Saturday May 5, I lost my Husband to cancer. My niece had the nerve to tell me that I am living a lie that I don't want to live without him. I told her I have no choice to be here until God takes me . If I take my own life which I am so tempted to do, but I want to see my Husband after I die so I just live in this hell. How can your own family be so cruel?? Well F _ _ _ them all.

To all, After 4 years I did donate some of my Husband's clothes to the Vietnam's Vets, that's where he wanted his clothes to go, his wedding ring is around neck, as far as the right time to do this is up to you, no matter what people say do it when YOU are ready, not them. I wear this necklace with his wedding ring.

To All, I will always remain lost until I join my soulmate and Husband, Julian in Heaven. He was the love of my life , I am dead inside and I accept it.

Hello All, What I do is plant a new flower on his death anniversary date 5/5/2013. I know I will never be happy again until I die but have learned to live with it . My sweet Babie J keeps me going, she has her favorite nic soft ball in her mouth.

Kay C If it was not for this site I would go crazy I love each and everyone of the people on this site.

Tom P, I used to run Marathon's and my Husband was always at the finish line to swing me around for finishing. I tried one without him and just couldn't run them anymore. I still run but only in honor of his memory.

Tom P, Great Picture.

Sandra M & TomPB, I love the idea of a group home, I would join immediately. Ne & Julian being our crazy selves, so I know he would approve on such a place.

Sandra M, I feel that most people on this site were true soulmates, not a norm in this society, so I think that most people do not understand what we are going through and never will.

KayC I too have to stick around until my Babie J is gone, right now her legs are going bad, she is 14 yrs. old. After she passes I don't care what happens to me.

One of my tatoos

Marg M, Love the cartoon n.

TomPB, You are awesome, keeping up my prevented care appointments are no longer part of my life as I wish to join my Husband. The sooner the better. Thanks for your input. Last picture while he was alive at St. Patrick's Day St. Augustine Lighthouse

Gwenivere, I am lucky to be in good health at 70, I run every other day to help me survive is this so called world. I do not go to doctors since my Husband died unless really necessary, I don't care to have check-ups because I don't care if I do die from non-treatment, the sooner zI die the sooner I will see my Julian again.

KayC It would be nice to see more pictures on this site, my own family and friends don't care to see my pictures, but I say screw them

Marge, He was quite handsome, I must say, smile or no smile.