Thank you very much friends for the kind and absolute support and care showered on me in these difficult times..
Though, it is very easy to say to accept this cruel, harsh, evil, unfair and untimely loss, I feel like that I will not be able to live without her..
All negative and suicidal thoughts keep coming, popping up and creeping in my mind all the times these days..
I just cant get her thoughts and her out of my mind, heart, eyes, brain and each cell of my body...
I am feeling emotionally and mentally so low and weak that I have no energy even to do any work or even to eat food also..
I am really unable to help myself and to think to live alone without her anymore...