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nayajivan

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  • Your relationship to the individual who died
    Spouse
  • Date of Death
    12-03-2018
  • Name/Location of Hospice if they were involved:
    Mumbai - India

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  • Your gender
    Male
  • Location (city, state)
    Mumbai, Maharashtra

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  1. Thank you very much friends for the kind and absolute support and care showered on me in these difficult times.. Though, it is very easy to say to accept this cruel, harsh, evil, unfair and untimely loss, I feel like that I will not be able to live without her.. All negative and suicidal thoughts keep coming, popping up and creeping in my mind all the times these days.. I just cant get her thoughts and her out of my mind, heart, eyes, brain and each cell of my body... I am feeling emotionally and mentally so low and weak that I have no energy even to do any work or even to eat food also.. I am really unable to help myself and to think to live alone without her anymore...
  2. In India, there are no Grief Support Groups... So, it is very difficult to get any support in India..
  3. I am 44 years and my wife was 43 years... We have 2 lovely and wonderful sons - 17 years and 14 years.. We lost her on 12th March 2018... I feel terrible and heavy in the heart.. sometimes, I am unable to breath also when her thoughts comes to my mind.. I cant sleep in the night... She was fighting two deadly diseases - kidney failure and AIHA blood disorder. She was on dialysis for last 9 years. 19 years of Marriage.... 15 years of fight for Life and Survival against the deadly diseases... Since January 2018, she was very ill and unwell.... No energy or strength or stamina left in my body and my mind is dark, blank and numb... I have lost the Charm of my Life..... How do I live now....?
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