ToGoFruit

I have a close friend that is going through something similar. Different scenarios, but the same abrupt break up with a very similar dialogue exchange. There isn't a lot that can be said here that would provide comfort, because ultimately, there's a huge "why" question that only he can answer. Yet, on the same hand, you also have to prepare yourself for never receiving a satisfying justification. I've realized that the lack of reasoning is sometimes more beneficial than knowing...the heartbreak is the same no matter how you spin it and what needs to happen now is healing. This is a long road, so be patient with yourself. When you think you're going to spend the rest of your life with someone and it doesn't turn out that way, you lose a piece of yourself. Mourning is required for the loss. This is the risk part and I'm so sorry you're experiencing it in such a painful way. If you feel like reaching out once to state your position and your thoughts...to make known your desire for closure...that's okay, but you'll have to leave it in his court after you do so. Again, I'm so sorry you're walking through this. Find someone you trust to process this with--don't do it alone. This is an ugly side of our flawed natures and a fallen world, but surround yourself with those that love you. Allow them to help carry you.