I lost my dog and cat in a house fire last month. I left a half hour before the fire started. The fire destroyed the entire house. When I got the call that my pets were dead- my world fell apart. I can't think about them without my stomach turning. I miss them so much. Nothing feels the same. I dropped out of school and started sleeping alot. When I'm sleeping I don't dream...and that's the only relief. I work full time with disabilities and I'm having a harder and harder time being a positive role model for them. My survivors guilt is starting to consume my entire life.
