Evangeline

I do, yes. I just really enjoy discussing shared experiences. And I can be anonymous.

Thank you. He is a famous individual and they are coming at me from all sides now. I can’t even grieve and the funeral isn’t until sat. I’m only going to the viewing on Friday. They are scary and unpredictable. I just want to grieve, not fight. Thank you for responding, it makes me feel good that you took the time to reply

Thank you for your thoughtful reply. My body is so heavy with this grief. Your suggestions were very good.

I'm a therapist and the love of my life was also a therapist. He died of a heart attack on Tuesday. We had been fighting and the last thing he sent in a text was "right now I'm in a lot of pain." The text was sent at 12:36 and it was too late by the time I saw it. There is no one in the entire world like this man and I'm struggling to even move. The funeral isnt until another week and his family won't let me be a part of it in helping. I need encouragement and to know what helped you guys. I have an amazing life but am 33 years old and the thought of this life without him is too much.