Ebony, what a hard, hard thing to go through. So much grief and loss for you. I am so sorry. I am glad he is seeking to be healthy and I do wish it was with you. There are probably deep issues in his heart and maybe he's distancing himself to spare you more pain and grief. Have you thought about seeing a counselor? I've had a great experience with seeing a counselor to help me understand things that make no sense. Do take care of yourself, things will get better!