crazedkitty

I am so very sorry you had to have that accident happen to you. I have always worried that something like that would happen to me and since my one kitty was always jumping into the dryer when the door was open! It took about a year before I broke him of the habit. I too, have OCD and therefore wash alot! I just want you to know that I believe upon reading your terrible story that you are a very loving person and you are doing the very best you can. Trying to rescue animals and do the right thing is so hard, and sometimes when something really awful happens it tests our faith, Like: Why God? It will take a while to get over it that is for sure. I just wanted to let you know what a beautiful caring person you are and things will get better. In my life recently I lost a 10 yr old bengal/tabby mix cat, Enrico Salvatore to G.I. Cancer. He was a bottle baby and my best friend even though I am married. I have had older cats before him that passed but his death 3 months ago has really tossed me about. It was the watching him waste away and not being able to do a damn thing about it, so helpless. That is what brought me to this site. I feel like if I can help anyone emotionally here then maybe I can heal myself. Take care sister and Hang In There Baby! See pic of Enrico (below)