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Hi, Marg M I understand. With my experience this last year, being alone is my worst enemy. I go to thinking about my husband, and the tears begin to flow uncontrollably. So I now try to keep myself as busy as possible. I started this weekend, going to the park, walking my dog. I’m adding different things to my daily agenda to help me through this long process of grief. Please hang in there my friend, you’re are not alone. Take care.

Hi, Kayc Yes, I agreed. When you make it through the first year, it does feel like a milestone. Just to know that you made it, give you a little more push to continue on to start a new year continuing to learn how to cope, and smile through the pain. Take care.

Today makes one year that my dear husband passed away. This was one of the hardiest years for me being without him, but with God help, and my family, and friends, I made it. So many days I had to smile even though the pain was sometimes, and still today seem so unbearable, but somehow I always made it through the day. Learning to take it one day at a time. My husband had stage 4 colon cancer. In my mind, I always felt we could fight this battle, and win, because we had won so many others together. The cancer battle we couldn’t win, it was just to much pain, and suffering for him to bear. I know he has no more pain, and he’s resting in God’s care. Many people say that it will get better, and the pain will lighten. Right now I still have good, and bad days. Many times the tears will not stop flowing. I will continue to hold on, and trust God for my healing. It’s hard, but I have to keep going, with him always in my heart. So to everyone that’s going through the same thing, please be encouraged, and hold on!!!!!. We are in this together. You’re not alone. Just keep believing with me that the sun will shine again, and the dark cloud will move from us. Take care everyone.