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DrowningAnger1

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  1. I thought I knew what grief was or how I would handle losing someone I love because I have lost before older family members and a couple friends. My response was to cry and be sad then move on. On October 4 I got a phone call that has changed everything for me. My best friends daughter who just turned 19 was found murdered. I had a special relationship with her she came to me with all the stuff she wouldn’t want to tell her parents. I helped raise her as her mom was a single parent and 19 herself when she had her. Now I have no control over anything I cycle from can’t stop crying to feeling as if I am not in my body and this is someone else’s life. I’m not functional although I try to hold it together as I am a parent to young kids and have a partner and career. This has completely knocked me down and all my defences are useless. I came here to not feel alone in this and to maybe feel as if I’m not actually losing my mind.
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