Kelbel10

The support is greatly appreciated! Although he has made this experience pretty terrible for me, I’m over the moon excited to be a mom to my little guy. I truly struggle to look at my husband the same though and it’s heartbreaking to know could even think about not wanting our child. Especially since he’s already a dad to his 12 year old boy. I just don’t know how to get past it. I wish I understood grief more because it has changed him. The way he treated me and some of the things said are just unforgivable and unforgettable.

Thank you Kayc ❤️

My husband and I have been married just over a year and when my mother in law passed away things really took a turn for the worse. We struggled before this tragedy but things have gotten so much worse. I just don’t know what to do anymore. At first he pulled me in closer and I thought maybe this loss was going to bring us closer but after about 2 weeks he pushed me away, distancing himself and ever since then there has been a huge divide. Two days before her passing I found out I was pregnant. We had been trying but the timing of finding out was very bittersweet. I think he resented me because I was pregnant. He would tell me he doesn’t want this child. He wasn’t ready. Told me I should get an abortion. This absolutely broke my heart. Things have only gotten worse. I have been treated so poorly and some of the things said to me are just unforgivable. Grief has changed my husband and I feel terrible but I truly don’t like the person he’s become. I don’t know how to process it all.