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KrocknR

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  1. I too have started feeling worse coming up on the three month mark of my wifes passing. We married very young, her 18 and me 19. We were together for 31 years. She beat cancer twice in the past 12 years. In march 2018 she was diagnosed with cervical cancer. A very large tumor. She only made it to December 1st. In those 8 months I watched her slowly waste away as I did everything to take care of her. Lofewas on hold and she was my priotity. I dont know whats worse, knowing death is coming or when it happens suddenly. I know that almost 3 months after her death, I too am more crushed than ever and the pain is becoming unbearable. I want her back so badly and sometimes I wish I could be with her in death. Nothing is enjoyable more so now than before. im trying tokeep it together. i just dont know how or how long. I never took a break after her death, no time for myself. I jumped into a new job and kept taking care of lifes responsibilities. I dont know how much longer I can keep up this facade and put on my mask and act like I am ok around friends and family
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