My husband of 44 years, Peter. died five months ago. Since then, I can't remember much about him at all or the events and experiences that we shared. I know you will all say that I'm just numb and this is normal. But although I can't say I'm enjoying life, I am functioning reasonably well in all other areas of life. I keep very busy and have good friends who support me wonderfully. . A small part of me feels guilty that I'm not thinking of Peter much, or honouring his memory, but I know that Peter would very much understand and be pleased for me. Is this a normal stage of grief and will I be hit with a tsunami of pain before too long?
