My name is dewayne. I lost my wife of 28 years to complications from diabetes in September of 2018 so it has been just under 6 months and I think I’m getting worse. My 1st mistake was this guy I know said he had something that would make me feel better, some loratabs. So I started taking somewhere and there and it made the pain go away as long as I had them. But now I’m trying to quit them and I’m dealing with the withdrawals from that and all the old pain I never dealt with is still with me. I don’t know how much longer I can fight. I loved her so much.