I lost my cat last night in a freak accident. My husband accidentally ran him over while backing out of the drive. I cant believe hes gone. I was with him when he died, he made this awful choking noise and looked like he was gagging , he was alive around 30 seconds before he passed, laid on his side. I told him I loved him and stroked him. We buried him in the garden and I'm telling the kids when they get home from their grandmas tomorrow. I'm so numb and cant stop crying. I wrapped him in a blanket sat outside hysterical. I cant sleep or eat. I loved him so much. I'm trying to support my husband I know it was unavoidable at the time. He just didnt see him. But that doesn't stop me feeling angry. I want to curl up in a ball and not move but I have to be strong for my 2 young kids. Their going to be devastated too. I wasnt even this bad when my dad and sister died. How long does something like this take to get over? I'm hurting so much. How he must of felt. My poor baby.
