My dad passes away almost 8 years ago and 3 months ago I lost my mom. Since my dad's passing my mom and I grew very close. She was my best friend, my whole world. This past August we found out that the lung cancer my mom was told was gone, spread to her brain. She had brain surgery and bounced back like a true warrior. When February came I noticed she was starting to get confused again and she wasn't eating much so I took her to the hospital. At the end of March I found out it had spread to her liver and was literally told by her doctor "there is no light at the end of this tunnel." She came home on April 1 and passed away April 7. Nothing makes me happy. I am in a constant state of worry and I cannot cope with anything. I miss her so much that i think my grief is manifesting into physical pain- my left shoulder has been killing me since she died. My family, who were all there when she was alive, have since disappeared and I am left to do this on my own. I have no parents, no grandparents, no support and I feel so lost and scared that I cant even breathe sometimes. I bounced back when my dad died because I had my mom...now I have no one and I dont know what to do. Will I ever be ok?
