I am just now, after one month even able to type this. I can’t come to terms with it, I don’t know how to cope with my complex emotions about my dogs terrible death. One month ago my husband accidentally left our pug dog on our back deck in 90 plus degree heat while he was doing yard work, then he went to Home Depot. When he returned home our dog was dead in the blazing sun . His paw had even lost its skin because the deck was so hot. I’m devastated. I’m so upset that my dog died such a horrible death after such a long life. I am so angry with my husband for this tragic mistake. I am in such despair. I have so much guilt and embarrassment about how my little pug died. I’m so ashamed. I haven’t left my house or spoken to anyone in over a month. I just don’t know how to deal with this anger and loss.
