Hi, I lost a close friend to suicide when I was 17 and 10 months later, another close friend was tragically killed in a car accident. I’m now 20 but still grieving so hard for both deaths. I’ve felt a completely different person since, a shell of who I was before. I worry so much about people close to me dying, I obsessively think about death and morbid conversations play in my head to the point its now normal for me. I love life as a young uni student but I am still full of so much sadness and don’t know how to deal with the overwhelming feelings it brings me .
