My baby Beebee died in a tragic accident Monday 11/4, she was an 11 year old silky terrier that i've had since she was 9 weeks old. I had received the news when I got home from work to see my beloved girl dead wrapped in a towel in the master bedroom bathroom. I was told by my fiance that he tripped over her while he was on his way to the front door carrying a 55" broken tv, the tv fell on her killing her little 5lb body. I was devastated, all I could do was go pick her up crying as I kept calling her name. I keep telling myself if I was at home, she would still be alive. I love and miss her so much that I can't eat or sleep. I don't want to do anything but look at her pictures and videos. I know that Beebee knows she was loved very much. It won't be the same without her here and I just don't know how to cope with her not being here. I have been crying everyday, yesterday I cried so much that I threw up. I loved her so much, she was so special. She was there for me thru my ups and downs and I will miss her kisses and seeing her do her spins before she was given a treat. I pray that we will see each other again and she will coming running to me. I love you Beebee with all my heart and soul and momma is so sorry I couldn't have protected you better.
