My father is in hospice dying from a brain tumor and the after-effects of chemo. I'm not able to be with him because of my step-mother (long story) and I can't quit crying. I can't eat or sleep. And my husband is being horrible to me. He yells at me to shut up when I break down. I've never felt more alone in my life. I want to die right now and if there was some way I could wish it, I would do it. The pain is too much and my husband doesn't care what I'm going through. He only cares about his sleep and his comfort. He is a very mean man. I have no family now. No siblings, no cousins, no grandparents......NO ONE. I'm begging for any support to get through this. I'm at the end of my rope. I want to die.
