So today I went on a walk with my dog but he always likes to pull, and sometimes I get mad at him, when we got back I put him in the back yard then few minutes later I heard a car sound loud like hitting but didnt think it would be my dog then my sister asked where is the dog I told her hes in the backyard I went and checked and he wasnt store so I started panicking and ran outside when I arrived he was on the floor dying :((((( I failed him I should of trained him, walked more and such. He was a Belgian Malinois had him since 10 weeks old he was beautiful. I dont deserve any more pets in my life I am bad, i dont know what to do, I had big plans for us to grow old and such and we were moving to a biger house with my family in a few months but now thats all. IF a after life for dogs truly exist God please if not I dont deserve to live honestly
sorry for typing like this dont feel like typing properly cus I AM VERY SAD he died a few hours ago and we went to the new house that we are going to move in in a few months to burry him he did get to run twice in the house backyard which is quite massive. now all my plans/dreams are gone :((((
what can I do, will I feel normal one day, or WBHAT
