Thank you, I’m struggling with my decisions and guilt. I know he was so sick that it was his time but I just keep kicking myself for not taking him in. I knew he was not ok I could just tell, so why did I wait??We spent 5 years taking care of him, giving him insulin shots every 12 hours. My husband and my whole life revolved around him we planned everything around him and yet I was never resentful about it because he gave me so much in return. He got me through some really tough times by just being there and sitting with me. My heart is broken over him.