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MegDeLine

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  1. I just lost my twin sister on November 6 of this year. I went by her house and to visit and couldn’t get her to answer the door so I was worried. I found a window unlocked and crawled through it into her house. I expected to find her sleeping in her bed. I was not prepared for what I found. I found my twin sister slumped backwards in her kitchen chair dead. She was 46 years old. I am so overcome with grief, sadness, emptiness, loss, guilt, regret...........I have never felt this much pain in my entire life. It is so overwhelming that at times I don’t think I’m going to make it. And each day it gets harder. I have to sons. Gage is 17 and nate is 11. If not for them, I think I would of already given in and ended this pain. But I could never do that to them or my family. So I’m just here, stuck. A part of me died when I found her. And I have no idea how to cope with this much pain.
  2. I recently lost my twin sister. Like you, I’m barely hanging on by a thread. This pain is unbearable and continues to get worse with each passing day. I don’t know how I’m going to survive this.
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