i really hope we dont just live in a universe that takes whatever it wants and dosnt care and all this pain of existence has a point
i dont want to watch the video cuz i will start crying uncontrollably again i need to calm down because i will hurt my self in the end and there are many other animals and my sick parents i need to take care of
but my heart really wants you to be right about meeting them again i need to apologize to so many i have failed....