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Lynette27

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  • Your relationship to the individual who died
    Fiance
  • Date of Death
    September 19, 2019
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    Female
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    MS

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  1. Widow15 Thank you, our oldest son is 12 and youngest 11, they miss him just as much as I do..But I'm grateful to have found this forum because now I can hear from people who know Exactly how I must feel. We all are suffering and in need of a healing... God bless you.
  2. Gwenivere Thank you, I understand no death is easy if you know it's coming or if it's sudden because in the end we all are suffering from losing a loved one ... I'm glad I found this group because for months I've had noone to talk to about how I feel because they don't understand. It's easy for people to say you're going to be okay or things are going to be better but when a piece of your heart is gone how can you be okay..Youu are absolutely right I just knew nothing like this would happen to us,me losing the love of my life as well as my boys growing up without their father when it's always been just us 4, The thought of him leaving us never crossed my mind especially at 31 and being murdered...I'm sorry you and your husband had to battle that , cancer is a scary thing I can only imagine what your thoughts must have been when y'all found out, You have my deepest condolences. God bless you.
  3. Thank you both! And I definitely need to read that article because I've been looking for answers and words to make me feel better, but nothing seems to be working and this article may just help me get an understanding. God bless you both!
  4. My fiance was murdered 3 months ago and I still feel the same way I did when I saw him laying out in the middle of the street. I can never un see that image of him laying there with tears in his eyes taking his last breath. He was only 31 years old, we both are and we had plans of being grandparents watching our 2 boys grow up to be men but they took that chance away from US and I'm so angry that it hurts. I'm still crying everyday just the thought still break me down and Lord knows seeing my boys moping around saying how much they miss they dad really breaks my heart. He was our everything..We became inseparable at 15 He's all I know and I miss him terribly it's like life has no meaning without him going through it with me. The love he had for me was out of this world it had to b one in a lifetime and the love I had for him was just as powerful.. I just feel so lost now I don't know what to do and now it's all on me to do everything and I just feel overwhelmed and depressed.. It's like I'm physically OK cuz I have to take care of my kids but I'm emotionally a mess because no-one is taking care of me and I now feel all alone.. Ik everyone here can understand my feelings I just hope we all can get through it but how I feel I just don't see how that's even a possibility
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