Forrest

Thank you I have to pull myself together for my family, Its like one min I think I am getting better then I am back in a very dark place. Thank You

kayc, Thank you so much. I sat here for an hour and do not know to say to you. Thank you for caring for reaching out to someone that is going through this hell. I will write back soon. I guess I am just not ready to start talking to people about it yet. Hope you understand. Your a Peach!! FKR

My name is Forrest, My Mother of 60 years died on11/23/2019 on my 60th birthday. I am a Ret USCG Search and Rescue and Law Enforcement. Mom had heart problems for about 2 years before her death. She left and my heart died with her. She is a Ret Police Officer and passed at 86 years of age. I am a Father 2 and have a wonderful wife. I just don't know how to deal with it. I can not freaking cry. Have all sorts of Physical problems and the mental forget it. I am PTSD from seeing my dad kill himself in my bedroom at 11 years of age, and 20 years military service. So I don't even know why i am here. I guess I a way this may keep my mind off her. Hell I just don't know. Thanks for listing. AEC USCG Ret FKR